Am I A Starseed?
Written... 1999
Over the past 7 years I've gone through a massive spiritual awakening.
Throughout those 7 years I've been challenged by a severe dark night of the soul experience.
As part of the awakening process, my spiritual curiosity became more and more intense.
The more spiritual I became the more I wanted to serve humanity in some meaningful way.
I have a very strong need to raise the spiritual awareness of humanity.
I've become very focused on the upcoming planetary shift in consciousness.
I have experienced severe bouts of depression and exhaustion over the past 3-4 years.
During that same time, I developed an interest in UFO's and how they fit into the big picture.
Seven years ago a laser beam of white light shined into my eyes from across the room while sleeping late at night. I awoke for several minutes and then fell peacefully to sleep.
4 years ago I developed spontaneous nosebleeds, which continue to occur only in my right nostril.
A year ago I witnessed and photographed two UFO incidents 30 days apart.
The object photographed during both UFO incidents is similar in shape and behaved similarly.
I have a desire to make contact with Beings of Light of the starships.
Over the past year I've had a number of dreams of UFO sightings.
Over the past 4 months I've had 2 dream-type events
- During the first event I was in a semi-sleep
state in the middle of the night. I was aware
of an energy presence or force in my room
that immobilized me. I resisted the effect of
the "force" and it went away. It felt like
something wanted me.
- During the second event, I dreamt there were
two lights close together in the sky. They
seemed to be pulsating a bit. Then all of a
sudden I felt that same energy again
and I
was unable to move. Again I resisted and the
feeling went away.
For several days after the dream, I actually had a feeling of relief/gladness that "something" was
finally happening. (the presence of a craft can
have an immobilizing effect)
During August of 1998, my daughter and I saw a
glittering object in the daytime sky while driving
to Boston. It behaved like the object I
photographed that same year. Then it "blinked
out."
I've recently published my UFO experience in the
MUFON journal.
I related very strongly to the book "E. T. 101."
I've disengaged from my old identity and find
myself detached from the human way of life.
I continue to have a very strong desire to serve
humanity.
On July17, 1999, while in Miami on business, I
was standing by the water next to my hotel.
Towards dusk I saw an oval-shaped, white,
stationary object in the sky. It hovered in place
for about 45 seconds and then was lost behind
moving clouds.
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